OF ANGELS & MIRACLES
Last night was one hell of a night. I trusted someone whom I thought was a friend. Thank God for giving me my second life. I got home safe with my angel.
I will always choose the smell of paper over those imaginary pages.
I hope you get the chance to read this.
I’m sorry for what had happen today. I asked because I didn’t know not because I wanted to look stupid by asking a “stupid question”. I went away for a reason. Yes, a very personal reason that I would never apologize for. I wanted to run away for a day or that day in particular so I can make new memories with random people and with the beauty of nature and experience life. I wanted to run away without the person who pledge love to me on that day that I still vividly remember and dream about. I wanted to forget but I failed.
I know that no amount of effort can make you come back to me. I could never give you the family that you’ve always wanted. I could never give you the wedding that you’ve always dreamed of and everything else that is normal. I have accepted that already. We are done.
I wish that you find the felicity you are looking for, that perfect gentleman that you’ve always wanted. I hope he loves you more than how I did. That person who will love you for what you are, your flaws, your mood swings, the smell of your hair,your cocoon mode, the beauty in your scars,everything about you and your beautiful family. I wish you all the best and I appreciate everything you have done for me and TMH.
TMH will always remind me of beautiful things and one of my many blessing. It will remain that way,a blessing that I would gladly attend to with a happy heart.Always.
SI MANONG MUKHANG PERA!
The world will remain beautiful as long as my father loves me.
Ang dami lang talagang mukhang pera sa mundo na tipong manloloko at mangagamit para magkapera. Tsktsk!
The hardest part is that I’m in a beautiful place wishing you were here.
OneRepublic - Stop And Stare
Music video by OneRepublic performing Stop And Stare. (C) 2008 Mosley Music/Interscope Records
You start to wonder why you’re here not there
And you’d give anything to get what’s fair
But fair ain’t what you really need